Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Alone in Albuquerque: Walking through the Covid-19 Isolation


Part 1: The Isolation

Social distancing is what we do when shopping in person. It's keeping six feet from other shoppers, wearing face covering, and, for me, it is also avoiding certain store aisles. Those are the junk food aisle, with its myriad of temptations, and the first aid aisle, for hand sanitizer and isopropyl alcohol, not to forget toilet paper, have long since been hoarded away by our neighbors. With sufficient public compliance, social distancing will slow the viral spread. This I believe. But social distancing is hardly the whole story.

Social isolation, a harsher term less frequently heard, is the daily reality of those of us who live alone and are without jobs deemed "essential". It is the other face of covid-19 illness. In the last month, I estimate that I have averaged, per week, no more than 20 minutes of face-to-face, person-to-person conversation. My most sustained conversation came when donating blood two weeks ago. Not only did I answer important questions about my medical history and verify the spelling of my name and the date of my birth, I also exchanged tone of voice, body gesture, facial expression, and other nonverbal cues with the nurse, a fellow human, seated only a few feet from me. With a hemoglobin count testing out to 15.6, I was cleared to donate. She nodded and smiled at me in approval. This was a physical interaction that, until a month ago, I took for granted and rarely noticed.

Initially I expected New Mexico Governor Lujan-Grisham's wise stay-at-home order against coronavirus spread to be a boon. That solitude I cherish would become even more abundant! Instantly I would become less distracted and more productive. This blog would be receiving new posts daily!

It has not turned out that way. Solitude now maroons me. Sure, there is the internet and online classes mediated by Zoom. I use them, and they do help, but only in the way that aspirin helps when one has a toothache. In this virtual stand-in community of ours, something significant is absent.

What has helped -- indeed, what has become essential to me -- is the rigid routine of my afternoon walk, taken six days a week, always the same route, always 14 miles in length, typically taking three and a half hours. West down Lomas to UNM, north and then east along the spillways, passing by the Big-I, finally south down Pennsylvania, and soon back at home. Maybe it is the mindless routine or the repetition, but whatever it is it assuages my isolation. In it, something significant is present.

Superficially, each day's ramble is predictable. Day to day the scenery changes little, and yet, like the weather, every walk, in its details, is different. It is those details and how they link to the land, the sky, the wind, and the weather that I want to write about. They are what connects this post, and ones to come, to this blog's theme of geology and the human condition.


Part 2: The Walk

Spring afternoons here commonly take on a brightness leaving me squinting like Charles Bronson in a Spaghetti Western. Sunscreen clogs the pores of my face, returning them to the state of my adolescence. Lip balm likewise leaves a waxiness on my lips, and a taste of peppermint in my mouth. The hat I wear is broad-brimmed to shade my face and neck. Its once-shapely contours have slowly dissolved away by the Florida downpours it has endured. It too protects against the elements, until I have carry it in hand against the unrelenting winds of this first Albuquerque spring. Those winds, how they desiccate, stripping moisture, rendering this land upon which I walk a thirsty tan and yellow, domed by deepest blue and meandering white wisps of clouds. Beside me barren tumbleweeds roll along in their breeze, spewing seeds upon the poured concrete that will wait and wait until rain at last comes. "Sirocco" and "Santa Ana" -- winds elsewhere in the world have names. Surely these must be named as well.

Last week, afternoon relative humidity fell to about 15 percent. Compared to an air temperature of 73 F, the dew point temperature was just 12 F. Is it any wonder that the cracking and chapping of my skin extends from my lips down to my feet? All of this is unprecedented in my life. Last July I escaped a home on the hot, humid, and hurricane-prone Gulf Coast of Florida. I came here seeking change, a geologically dynamic landscape, and, most of all, relief from humidity. Evidently I have succeeded.

As I walk past the Big-I, that is, the interchange of Interstates 25 and 40, the dire state of our economy, free falling now into recession, is nowhere heard. Instead, what I hear is a ceaseless low drone of traffic steadily flowing, a parade, without beginning or end, of tractor trailer rigs, emblazoned with names and logos like C.R. England and Saia LTL, hauling freight -- toilet paper even -- to empty store shelves across the Southwest. "Keep Calm and Carry On", the Brits say, and they, the truckers, do. One need only listen. It is the lull that I like. I keep pace with it, as if it were a metronome, and I, too, carry on and walk on. Fourteen miles is too far to tarry long.

For miles I follow the North Diversion Channel. It is an engineered spillway of enormous volume, said to dispose of as much as two Olympic-sized swimming pools of water per second. Within a city receiving only nine inches of rain per year, such a beast might seem unusual. But it, like the other spillways crisscrossing the city, is not. The Sandia Mountains immediately to the east receive two to three times that precipitation near the summit. Albuquerque is built on an incline, falling about 1200 feet from the Sandia foothills down to the Rio Grande. For the urban pedestrian that I am, spillways are the alternative to the streets. Most come with paved bike paths. Passing behind junk yards and back lots, spillways are home to feral cats, liquor-swilling vagrants, and daredevil skateboarders. Here, in these channels, collects the city's graffiti and detritus, its cast-off clothing, like a single sneaker still in good shape, its Circle K and 7-Eleven fountain drink plastic cups that never decompose, and its broken, derelict furniture. If the urging of my bladder is strong enough, I can seek relief beside a skimpy, windblown bush, unafraid of being collared by a cop for urinating in public. Here resides the wildlife I know: pigeons roosting beneath the interstate overpass, trilling road runners pecking the hardened soil for lizards, and the occasional coyote prowling for backyard chickens.

Thus, this land that I walk is my wilderness, an Arcadia for those of us confined -- not by law but simply by lack of a car -- to the city for the duration of the pandemic. Walden Pond it is not, nor is it the virgin wilderness portrayed in Ansel Adams calendar photos. I leave that world to the ecological purists, those who, in their dedication, will drive for days on end questing after the pristine, in the process converting untold gallons of Permian petroleum into heat-trapping atmospheric carbon dioxide.

As this city is my place of exile, it is also, when the wind blows right, my paradise upon the earth. Down the channel sometimes blows, from the General Mills plant at Paseo del Norte, the luscious aroma of coffee cake baking, of cereal grain, and of crusty, flaky shortening sweetened with caramelized sugar, and adorned with pieces of walnut. It is something to die for.


Part 3: The Self of Flesh and Blood

What is that significant thing absent in this isolation? And what is that other significant thing present during my walks? These are the questions motivating this essay. A single answers suffices for both: it is my body. It is my physical self, that self of 129 pounds that is moving, metabolizing, and mortal. Maybe too this self is manufacturing malign coronavirus particles, though, surely, the marrow of my bones is readily replacing my recently donated blood. It is also a sensual self that knows the world by sensing it, and a carnal self acting in and on the world. I smell the coffee cake, I salivate, and I want some. Desire drives me. Are you any different?

Eastern gurus, old time Bible preachers, and New Age metaphysical celebrities lecture us instead about the spiritual. It is claimed to be immortal, uncorrupted, free of desire, and all the rest. Well, at least it is in theory and in our hopes. In contrast, I celebrate the opposite: the physical self that I know because I live through it. This life, threatened as it is by viral infection, and this earth, with its trash in the spillways, are enough for me. It is the world that inhabits me.

posted 2020-04-14, updated 2020-04-14

Monday, March 9, 2020

Abyss of Time

As a child, the deep end of the swimming pool terrified me. At the shallow end, I could stand on the bottom with my head still safely above the surface. I swam with confidence and pleasure. The deep end, however, was a different matter. Lettering painted on the rim of the pool -- say, 9' 6" -- filled me with dread. Down by more than double my height, the pool drain possessed, I imagined, a gravitational sucking force. Were I to swim over it, surely, it would drag me under, as irresistibly as if pulled beneath by the tentacles of an octopus. A watery death awaited, my toes caught and entangled in the drain's grates. Of that, the child I was had no doubt.

The pool's deep end was for me an abyss. In its etymology, the word "abyss" derives from Greek words "a-" (without) and "byssos" (depth), thus bottomless and limitless. Usually it refers to watery, oceanic depths, but it might also suggest a crevasse, chasm, or other terrestrial void. Abyss has a connotation of terror, one coming, I suspect, from the implication that what is bottomless must also be inescapable. Moreover, it is a bottomless below, suggesting a grave, the underworld of Hades or Tartarus, and the oblivion coming with death. Few who visit there ever return to the world of the living on earth's sunny surface [1]. The related word "abysmal" has had, since the early 19th century [2], the additional connotation of a wretchedness into which one falls, for example, "the abysmal conditions of those living on the street." For the Chinese, abyss appears as an interpretation of the water over water, or Pit, hexagram of the I Ching. Other interpretations of that hexagram involve darkness, risk, and concealed danger. Fear of bottomless depths is, evidently, not strictly Western.

I am now reading Claude C. Albritton's book, The Abyss of Time (WH Freeman, 1980). A geologist, Albritton provides a history of the geological discovery of the vastness of earth's time. We might simply call such vastness "deep time". The discovery came slowly, in the successive discoveries made by geologists and others over several hundred years. Time gathered its depth (or, expanse) as these discoveries pushed out estimates of the age of the earth from 6000 years (a date derived nonscientifically by analysis of the Jewish scriptures, Genesis in particular) to today's estimate of 4.6 billion years. This increase of more than 750,000-fold has required adjustment in how we, as mortal humans, understand ourselves as existing in the matrix of time.

Albritton's title, "the abyss of time", originates in the discoveries of James Hutton, one of geology's founders. Hutton came to understand geological processes as slow and inexorable. Given sufficient time, these processes -- no different from those active at this present time -- can raise mountains and cut vast canyons. No Biblical floods or other catastrophic events are needed [3]. Instead, only time, in vast amounts, is required. Consequently, "we find no vestige of a beginning - no prospect of an end," wrote Hutton (Albritton, p. 96). Moreover, "the mind seemed to grow giddy by looking so far into the abyss of time" (Albritton, p. 103) wrote John Playfair, Hutton's collaborator and biographer.  Playfair wrote this at Siccar Point, Scotland, the site of a geological unconformity that provided Hutton with his most important insights. But why describe time with the word "abyss" considering it terrifying connotation?

In its new-found vastness, geological time seems to deny our stories of time's beginning, be it the Genesis story or the Big Bang, as well as of time's ending, say, the return of Christ or nuclear winter. Time without beginning and without end consequently loses its unfolding progressive character, becoming more nearly circular and repetitious. Sisyphus, eternally rolling his boulder up the mountain only to have it roll back down, graduates from mere metaphor and mythology. He is a man punished by the gods with futility and imprisoned in the realm of circular time. His fate and its futility are what makes understanding geological time an abyss [4]. 

Endnotes

1. Greek and Roman mythology give special attention to those few mortals who have visited and later returned from the Underworld. These special mortals include Odysseus, Aeneas, Sisyphus, and Orpheus. (Eurydice, beloved by Orpheus, almost made the list.)

2. See "abysmal" in The Oxford Dictionary of Word Histories, edited by Glynnis Chantrell, 2002.

3. This doctrine now goes by the name Uniformitarianism.

4. Albert Camus, for one, disagreed. In his essay "The Myth of Sisyphus" (ca. 1942), he presented Sisyphus as the modern absurd hero, ending his essay with the words "one must imagine Sisyphus happy". His Sisyphus defies both the gods and the circularity of time. He knows time but not the abyss. I wonder how much Camus knew about geological time.

posted: 2020-03-09, last edited: 2020-03-10 (rewritten)




Friday, February 28, 2020

Freeman Dyson, RIP

Freeman Dyson died today, Friday, 28 February 2020, age 96, at a hospital in his longtime home of Princeton, NJ. A thoughtful obituary by George Johnson just appeared (Friday night, 28 Feb 2020) on the New York Times website.

Dyson was a mathematical physicist who knew the greats -- Feynman, Oppenheimer, Bethe, Teller, and the rest -- and became great himself by contributing the theory of quantum electrodynamics. He was one of the final living members of the World War II generation of scientists who invented cryptography, radar, and, of course, nuclear weapons and who later wrote about and lobbied vigorously for their safe and controlled use. These scientists saw themselves also as humans, citizens, and small-d democrats who knew the essential need for public discussion of issues raised by the technology they created.

Dyson reminds me of Jacob Bronowski. Both were Englishmen, both mathematicians, and both authors of books overlapping science and the humanities. Bronowski is best known for his public television series The Ascent of Man (1973). Dyson, likewise, wrote many popular books, though in an unpopular way. He dared to bring in Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Bertold Brecht, Ingmar Bergman, T.S. Eliot, and other nonscientist people of culture.

One of those books, his 1979 memoir Disturbing the Universe, I read over a cross-country Greyhound bus trip in January 1983. What I discovered in it was not science, nor memoir, but humanity. Dyson, for example, compared Richard Feynman to Jof the Juggler in Ingmar Bergman's film, The Seventh Seal (1956). That film, central now to my understanding of life, I did yet know, but Dyson's book sent me out to see it when it finally caught up to me. Thank you, Professor Dyson. One does not expect to learn such things in a scientist's memoir! (Feynman, of course, I have long known. Like so many of my generation, I learned physics partly by perusing all three volumes of The Feynman Lectures on Physics.)

Dyson was technological optimist. Problems on earth -- be they overpopulation or climate change -- either were not as serious as claimed or could be overcome by even more technology, such as space colonies somewhere else in the universe. One would travel there by spaceships powered by nuclear explosions. It is here I lose touch with Dyson. Perhaps I lack his imagination. Certainly I lack his faith in technological solutions to problems of human nature.

Disturbing the Universe introduced me as well to Goethe's Faust, particularly this favorite line from its Part I. It is a fitting quotation to a remembrance of Freeman Dyson: "All theory is gray, / But the tree of life, my friend, is green."

posted 2020-02-28, edited 2020-02-29

Thursday, February 20, 2020

How old is old?

What is the oldest thing found on earth?

Rocks, right? Some of the oldest rock formations are found in northern and eastern Canada and date back about four billion years. Immensely, unimaginably old they are, and yet the earth itself is older, dated to about 4.54 billion years. On earth, rocks are continuously recycled, broken down by weathering and erosion, and moved by water, wind, and gravity. And rocks are also built back up, reformed by sedimentation and remelting, pushed up again by our earth's ever-moving crust. Original rocks, present when our newly-created, molten planet had cooled and solidified, are likely long since recycled and remade by our dynamic living planet.

So how about meteorites, the rocky remains of "shooting star" reaching the earth's surface still intact? They are older still. At the local New Mexico Museum of Natural History and Science is found an iron-nickel meteorite collected from South America and dated to 4.55 billion years ago. "PLEASE TOUCH" says the sign by the meteor. Awed, I place my hand on its rusty metallic surface and try to feel the vastness of time that my rational mind cannot comprehend. "This may be the oldest rock you will ever touch" suggests the sign. Indeed.

Iron-nickel meteorite at the NM Museum of Nat. History and Science
Iron-nickel meteorite at the New Mexico Museum of Natural History and Science

Earth, sun, and the seven planets [1] of our solar system all originated together about 4.57 billion years ago. Originally part of rocky objects smaller than Earth but still part of the solar system, rocks that would become meteorites cooled faster and solidified sooner than Earth. Thereby they are older.

But can we go even farther back in time? Can we find even more ancient mineral-based substances on earth? Until recently I thought not. But now, I stand corrected.

Older matter ought to exist somewhere. Old as Earth and the solar system are, we are but recent arrivals. As the Big Bang creation is dated to about 13.7 billion years ago, some two-thirds of the universe's history had already passed before our solar system was created. Generations upon generations of stars and galaxies predate us and our sun. The vastness of earth's history therefore contacts to something termed "recent". Absurd! My mind rebels at this absurdity and this monstrosity. I am a trained experimental scientist. I do believe these ages. Still, I need something solid, something tangible, something to touch and feel, if only with scientific instruments, so that I can also believe in my heart and marrow as I believe in my brain. I need more evidence.

Timeline of universe
Timeline of the Universe

Late last month a scientific paper [2] appeared providing some of that evidence. The paper's title is instructive: "Lifetimes of interstellar dust from cosmic ray exposure ages of presolar silicon carbide". The words "presolar" and "interstellar" suggest matter older than the solar system and originating outside of it. "Dust" suggests solid matter, and "silicon carbide" is a particular type of mineral, one of the first minerals to form in the history of the universe [3]. Presolar grains are not new. What this paper contributes is a new method of dating them. The grains they dated are derived from the Murchison meteorite that landed in Australia in 1969. While most of the meteorite's matter dates from just after the formation of the solar system, embedded within it are trace grains of far older matter, matter containing the mineral silicon carbide (SiC). The oldest grains date to 1 to 5 billion years prior to the solar system's formation, or 5.6 to 9.6 billion years ago. As I touched the meteorite at the local museum, might my hand have come into contact with similar ancient presolar grains [4]?

Should we believe this paper? Key to answering that question is considering carefully the methods used. The authors face two challenges: (1) convincing us that the SiC grains came from outside the solar system and (2) establishing a date for their formation. For (1) the authors relied on a well-established method: demonstrating by mass spectroscopy isotopic anomalies characteristic of matter originating outside of the solar system. For (2) the authors developed a new dating method based on cosmic ray exposure. They had to. As they note in their paper, "Dating of interstellar dust directly with astronomical methods is not possible. Neither is dating based on the decay of long-lived radioactive nuclides, due to current analytical limitations and unknown initial isotopic compositions."

But can we go back even further in time?

Yes, we can go almost all of the way back, back more than 13.6 billion years, if we relax one key assumption. Up to this point, this blog post has been written from a geologist's point of view. What counts to the geologist are minerals, those underlying chemical components of terrestrial rocks, meteorites, and presolar grains. Key to the definition of mineral is the requirement that atoms continuously exist in an intact, regular, and solid structure. Recycling of rocks on earth's surface, for example, reshuffles this structure, thereby resetting a mineral's age to the most recent episode of (re)mineralization.

Chemists, in contrast, see things differently. They are more willing to let go of the requirement that dating apply to elements in their mineral form. What matters is only the elements themselves, and not their chemical neighborhood and bonding partners. All hydrogen, some helium, and traces of lithium were created in the Big Bang and predate even the first stars. Cosmologists estimate that by 379,000 years after the Big Bang, the expanding universe had cooled enough for the nuclei of the hydrogen, helium, and lithium to combine with electrons forming the first atoms.

I sip some tea, and in the water composing it, I taste and consume hydrogen dating back nearly to the Big Bang 13.7 billion years ago. Oh the places that hydrogen has been!


NOTES

1. Missing from the list of eight planets (Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, and Neptune) is Pluto. Based on its small mass and the aberrant characteristics of its orbit (specifically, its eccentricity and large deviation from the ecliptic), Pluto was reclassified in 2006 from a "planet" to a "dwarf planet", the same status shared by Ceres, one of the larger known asteroids.

2. The article is by Philipp R. Heck et al.  and was published on 28 January 2020 in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Science, 117(4): 1884-1889. The original article is available here at no cost.

3. See Professor Robert Hazen's course, "The Origin and Evolution of Earth" (The Great Courses, 2013), especially lectures four and five. See also the Wikipedia entry on "presolar grains".

4. I am doubtful. The Murchison meteorite, a carbonaceous chondrite, has a composition distinctly different from iron-nickel meteorite displayed at the NM Museum of Natural History and Science.


ACKNOWLEDGMENT

Professor Carol Hill, her course "Planetary Geology" (now being taught at the University of New Mexico), and my fellow classmates motivated and informed this blog post.

posted: 2020-02-20, last modified: 2020-02-20

Wednesday, January 8, 2020

Sandia Granite and the Abyss of Time

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Granite. Ordinary granite. Its heft weighed in my hands. I rotated the muddy chunk with numb fingers to better examine the clear quartz within. "Intrusive igneous rock", I thought. No magnifying glass was required to make out the hexagonal prisms of quartz's crystals. "Slow-cooling too", I reasoned, for otherwise the crystals would be invisibly tiny to my unaided eye.

In geology, I am a novice, a mere child for whom the slightest glint or sparkle suffices to delight. In my specimen, quartz seems to float in an amorphous matrix of feldspars -- salmon-pink colored orthoclase and white plagioclase -- with black rectangular chunks of biotite, or maybe hornblende, mixed in [1]. With a steel rock hammer, I had just chipped it out of a road cut. That road is the "Old 66", as locals call it, or "NM 333", as the highway department designates it.


Sandia Granite, formed 1.4 billion years ago, from a road cut 
on NM 333 between Albuquerque and Tijeras, NM.

Just east of Albuquerque, Old 66 traverses the geologically-rich Tijeras Canyon. Stretching, rifting, and faulting of the earth's crust in these parts 10 to 20 million years ago uplifted that slow-cooling, subterranean granite, repositioning it overhead as the Sandia Mountains, and opening this Canyon. Here history, both geological and cultural, lurks.

"Along this very road", I thought, imagining Steinbeck's Joad family escaping the Oklahoma Dust Bowl in their overloaded, westbound jalopy. "Salt of the earth, as much as this rock in my hand." Conflating the movie version with the novel, I saw in my mind's eye a young Henry Fonda at the wheel, hungry, lean, and desperate. Old 66 symbolizes America and our restless drive, whether to escape, like the Joads, or instead to celebrate. "Get your kicks on Route 66." I hear that now, in Nat King Cole's cool baritone. And here I was literally walking the very road, rock hammer in hand, collecting specimens, and, yes, getting my kicks.

Wind blew wet and cold for this bleak October day of 2019. Chilling it further was the damp wake of occasional, fast-moving traffic as we worked from the road's narrow shoulder. "Grab your specimens and go", I reminded myself. "Keep focused, keep moving, stay warm, this is only the first of several scheduled stops. Others in the group are already in the car waiting for you." For Professor Carol A. Hill's class "Geology of the Sandia Mountains and the Rio Grande Rift", this was the optional field trip for the hardcore enthusiasts.

"One point four billion years old?", I asked aloud, knowing the number from books [2], as well as from her lectures, yet not quite ready to accept it. "Yes", Professor Hill replied. It is a matter of fact. Granite. Mundane granite, quite literally mundane, removed from the earth with a whack of the hammer. This chunk in my hand is enormously, unimaginably old. That much I understood.

America, our America, in contrast, repels the cling of history, or so it seems. Everything is always changing, wrecked or improved, opinions differ, in any case superseding what came before. Nearby Interstate 40, for instance, has made Old 66 a relic of a former, forgotten era. Long gone are the Art Deco motor lodges and sleek filling stations servicing streamlined cars. And these days, who still remembers Nat King Cole? As our culture forever morphs, these rocks and this earth remain, mute witnesses to it all, biding their time.

I have long worked with unimaginable numbers. Is there anything larger than Avogadro's constant of chemistry, or anything smaller than Planck's constant of physics? Just key them into your calculator using scientific notation. Easy, right? But 1.4 billion years is more than a number. It is also history, geological history, and as history it is a human creation. I ought to be able to feel it in order to fully know it.

One way to comprehend is to temporarily put aside the units -- years -- and only consider the magnitude. America has many billionaires. Can I comprehend their wealth? (Not really. I am satisfied simply to pay off my credit card balance each month.) Instead, as we are concerned with time, what about 1.4 billion seconds? How long might that be? About 44 years, according to my 33 year old HP-15c calculator. That's human middle age. Already, I've lived more than 1.4 billion seconds. That duration I know viscerally. I feel it as aches in my joints and muscles after several hours of hiking.

The relevant quantity, however, is 1.4 billion years. Because there are about 32 million seconds in a year, the age of my granite chunk is equivalent to 32 million middle-aged human lives, stacked end to end. No, I can't comprehend that either.

Another technique is to ignore the number's size and instead locate it in the context of what is already understood. In 2003, I visited the ancient bristlecone pines high in the White Mountains bordering California and Nevada. Immediately, as I walked among these scraggly Methuselahs of trees, I comprehended -- I felt in my marrow -- their 3000 year old age. Younger than the Trojan War I reasoned [3], yet also older than Homer's singing about the War in his epics, the Odyssey and the Iliad. I could understand because the Odyssey I have known and loved since childhood. Some stories of our cultural history evidently endure unchanged.

Earth's history has analogous mileposts. Life emerged on earth between 3.8 and 3.5 billion years ago and, much later, by 0.54 billion years ago life had evolved hard shells that preserved well as fossils. Somewhere within this three billion year span between life and fossils my chunk of granite cooled and solidified from magma. But, unlike the bristlecone pines, I still have no intuition or feeling for the age of the rock in my hand. The distance between the mileposts is just too great.

I am trained as an experimental scientist. I approach geology in that way. On another field trip, to a remote location near Socorro, NM in December 2019, I found a hefty chunk of glassy, translucent crystal [4]. It formed in sheet-like layers, almost like ice. Could it also be quartz? I tried, and succeeded, at scratching it with a knife. No, it definitely was not quartz. Then I watched and listened for what a drop of hydrochloric acid would do. I neither saw nor heard fizzing, so what I had was likely not calcite either. Perhaps unwisely, I licked it. Not salty, so not halite. Using established tests and guide books, using simple instruments like a knife and acid, using my five senses, and using my fallible reasoning, I tentatively conclude that what I found was selenite (crystalline calcium sulfate).

Making 1.4 billion years troublesome to me is its unapproachable abstraction. I can't taste it or try to scratch it. I cannot relate that age to my favorite stories, whether by Steinbeck or by Homer, much less to the voice of Mr. Cole. Sandia granite is found in America but seems not to be of America. I can hold a chunk of it, but I can't fully understand it, not its age. Here, my understanding hits its limits.

Footnotes

1. Sandia "granite" is, more precisely, the granite subtype called granodiorite.

2. For the geology and rock ages, see Jayne Aubele et al., "Geology of the Sandia Mountains", chapter 5 of Field Guide to the Sandia Mountains (edited by Robert Julyan and Mary Stuever), University of New Mexico Press, 2005. For background,  Halka Chronic, Roadside Geology of New Mexico, Mountain Press Publishing Company, 1987, pp. xii-xiii, 27-31, 169-173, is helpful.

3. As I have understood it, the Trojan War was fought between 1200 and 1150 BCE. Homer, if he existed, travelled the Aegean in roughly 750 BCE and, over the course of several long nights, sang the epics to enthralled audiences.

4. This field trip is recounted in an earlier blog post, Land Beneath My Feet.

Posted: 2019-01-08. Updated: 2019-01-08.

Thursday, December 26, 2019

President Trump and the Economics of Wind Power

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Call it synchronicity. Sometimes, in the chance meeting of two unrelated events, new understanding emerges. Such was the case with me recently.

Like many Americans, I traveled over the Christmas holidays. These travels found me with a long layover at the Dallas-Fort Worth (DFW) airport. Wandering the terminal to pass time, I came upon a wall plaque announcing that DFW had become a carbon neutral airport, indeed, the largest one in the world. Making it possible was its reliance on renewable energy sources, particularly electricity generated by Texas wind farms.

The other event was a 21 December 2019 speech delivered by President Trump to a conservative political organization in Florida. The President lashed out against "windmills" [1] and the "fumes" they release into the environment. He said [2] --
We’ll have an economy based on wind. I never understood wind. You know, I know windmills very much. I’ve studied it better than anybody. I know it’s very expensive. They’re made in China and Germany mostly — very few made here, almost none. But they’re manufactured tremendous — if you’re into this — tremendous fumes. Gases are spewing into the atmosphere. You know we have a world, right? So the world is tiny compared to the universe. So tremendous, tremendous amount of fumes and everything. You talk about the carbon footprint — fumes are spewing into the air. Right? Spewing. Whether it’s in China, Germany, it’s going into the air. It’s our air, their air, everything — right? So they make these things and then they put them up.
Uniting these two disparate events is the state of Texas. The Lone Star state is a politically conservative "red" state. It has been home of Republican Presidents George H.W. and George W. Bush, and it has deep roots in the oil and gas industry. And yet ... Texas leads all American states in installed wind power capacity. At 27,000 megawatts of capacity, Texas has power to keep the lights on at DFW, and much more. In a distant second place is Iowa at 9000 megawatts. Texas's involvement with wind power began in the early 2000s under then-Governor (now Secretary of Energy) Rick Perry. The state invested heavily in wind power, including some seven billion dollars spent on transmission lines to deliver the electric power.

How can this be? If wind power is "very expensive" as the President claims, then why would anyone -- most of all, Texas -- invest in it? Perhaps Texas is a fluke. But in third place among the states is Oklahoma, at 8000 megawatts capacity. And it too has an economy tied to oil and gas. It too is politically conservative. Of course, strong winds sweep North Texas and Western Oklahoma. But, I think, there is more to it than that. In reporting on DFW's carbon neutral status, The Dallas Morning News notes
Altogether, the airport says it has reduced its carbon emissions by 31,000 metric tons since 2010, with more than half of the savings coming from the switch to purchasing only renewable wind energy. At the same time, the airport's annual energy bill has fallen from $32 million in 2006 to just under $18 million in the most recent fiscal year.
The example of Texas proves the President wrong.  In wind power is money to be saved, and money to be made. Texans know it. And so do I. I found DFW to be comfortably heated, brightly lit, and as pleasant as an airport during the holidays can be. Kudos to Texas!

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Postscript

In a future post I hope to consider the "fumes" and "gases" the President spoke of. Presumably he meant greenhouse gases such as carbon dioxide (CO2), methane (CH4), and water vapor (H20). These gases are natural products and essential components of Earth's atmosphere. Without them, earth's average surface temperature would be -18 C (0 F), rather than the current 15 C (59 F). Some greenhouse effect is evidently desirable, even necessary, for life to flourish. However, excess quantities of these gases is believed to be the primary cause of global warming. Crucial here is "excess" and how human activity contributes. The primary gas of concern is carbon dioxide, a byproduct of fossil fuel burning, like that I personally caused by my recent flights to and from DFW. Carbon dioxide concentration in our atmosphere has been steadily rising since the inception of the Industrial Revolution in the early 19th Century. So too have average global temperatures. Wind power -- like solar, hydro, and nuclear power -- emits negligible amounts of greenhouse gases. Surely the President must understand this. That he does not also articulate that is both a shame and a mystery.

Footnotes

1. I assume that by "windmills", the President actually means electricity-generating wind turbines, which, incidentally, was the subject of a recent post to this blog.

2. Because this transcript seems nonsensical, it is helpful also to watch the video of the speech. Whatever he meant to say, the President, through his gestures and tone of voice, communicates unmistakable enmity toward wind power.

Posted: 2019-12-26. Updated: 2019-12-26.

Monday, December 16, 2019

Land Beneath My Feet


Hiking the Quebradas Back Country east of Socorro, NM on 14 December 2019

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Land beneath my feet demands attention. Step upwards watching for the prickly cacti populating this arid country. Step downwards, gingerly, not putting too much weight on that potential stepping stone. Probe it first with your hiking pole. It crumbles at the slightest poke. Gypsum, I finally concluded. It's the stuff of dry wall, and it's all over this place. Cloaked by dark, mossy overgrowth, it is white and crusty, like a snow that's neither cold nor wet. Chunks of it crumble with little effort between my fingers. Pretty sure now of its identity -- plain old calcium sulfate -- I taste it. Not salty, not a trace of halite detected. How strange, I think, to find it here.

One of the advantages to being a beginner, as I am in geology, is the ease at which one is amazed. In my mind, "gypsum" immediately conjures images of White Sands National Monument. It is found in the Tularosa Basin 120 miles to the southeast. Its white sands are not the usual quartz sand but rather finely-powdered gypsum, blown by a steady westerly wind, from playa into the Monument's vast field of ever-shifting dunes.

Playa are flat lake beds thirsty dry much of the year. Lacking a natural outlet, playa water escapes by evaporation, abandoning its load of dissolved mineral solute as a crust of opaque, white gypsum and translucent crystals of selenite. Elsewhere in the American Southwest, other evaporite minerals, such as borax and trona, are found on vast, flat, desiccated lake beds. Searles Lake in California comes to mind. I remember my time there, the afternoon April sun becoming blinding in its reflecting off the crunchy white surface under foot.

Once this New Mexican land too must have been flat. Once. Long ago. Long, long enough ago for time's slow subsequent actions to accumulate, eventually altering the land and forming the rugged terrain over which I climb over now. By folding and faulting, lifting up and eroding down, moving by wind blowing, depositing by water flowing, and wasting by gravity falling, the landscape inevitably changes. "Once" might be 160 million years ago, in the middle Jurassic Period, that is, during the heydey of the dinosaurs, for, as geologists say, New Mexico was then submerged beneath a huge Lake Todilto [1]. Something -- but what? -- must changed the climate, making it drier and hotter, leaving Lake Todilto to shrink, shrivel, and disappear. Perhaps the gypsum here precipitated then.

By four miles in, of seven miles total, and my knees are feeling it, all of the stepping and zigzagging up, down, and around. We are hiking in the Quebradas back country roughly seven miles due east of Socorro, New Mexico. "Quebradas" is apt, for the word denotes a ravine, especially one formed by an arroyo. I wash down a couple of ibuprofen tablets with what water I have left. Of the dozen of us on this hike, I am one of the quiet ones. I want to read the landscape and understand its deep time history. Anyway, lacking both grandchildren soon to be born or even adult children recently married, I have little to contribute to conversations heard around me. My family history goes longer. My children are all adopted. They are elements of the Periodic Table born in the exploding death throes of ancient stars predating the birth, by hydrogen fusion ignition, of our own sun 4.6 billion years ago. From all of that sound and fury comes the calcium, the sulfur, and the oxygen composing this soft gypsum and the land beneath my feet.

Footnotes
1. Ancient Lake Todilto may have only covered what today is southern Colorado and northern New Mexico. If so, it would not explain gypsum deposition near Socorro. An alternative source of evaporative gypsum deposition is the disappearance of a vast sea covering southern New Mexico in the Permian Period, 286 to 245 million years ago. See Halka Chronic, Roadside Geology of New Mexico, 1987, pp. xiii, 28, 201,

posted: 2019-12-16, last edited: 2019-12-16

Monday, December 9, 2019

Red Mesa in the Distance

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"Energy is eternal delight." -- William Blake (1793)

I call it my engineering aesthetic. But because of it, others call me an apostate. After all, what's natural is always better than what's artificial. So I have been told. I must respond, and I do. In rebuttal I insist that we humans are naturally makers, inventors, and builders. Just look at children supplied with finger paints, construction paper, and paste. In short, human nature is nature. But there's no use arguing any further. Suffice it to say there are particular products of human artifice delighting me. In such joy, I rest my case.

Prowling the western horizon with binoculars first suggested them, but these summer sightings were not yet definitive. That would wait for a clear winter's day, a western wind steadily blowing, and a willingness to shiver a bit watching from my third floor balcony.

Earlier this week, that day arrived.

Unintentionally, I caught sight of them. Out on my balcony I had merely sought to assess the weather and determine how I warmly I might dress. To my unaided eyes, they appeared to be white whiskers of winter frost. These whiskers seemed to sprout from land, desiccated and scrubby, stretching far, far beyond human habitation. I sought my Celestron 8 x 56 binoculars and looked again.

Holding the binoculars steady, I must have seen 15, or so, wind mills, winding the western wind, somersaulting slowly and steadily, twisting counterclockwise. Like pinwheels of childhood, spinning spryly in the spring breeze, they delight. Remembering, I smile still.

Actually, "wind turbines" is more correct. As later research revealed, these monumental three-bladed beasts can crank out 1.6 megawatts each! Megawatts! I would have guessed a few hundred kilowatts at most. They are not what they seem. Originally, I estimated them to be much smaller, and far closer. Yet my web searches using keywords "Albuquerque wind farms" turned up nothing. How could that be? Because their home, I discovered, the Red Mesa Wind Farm, is 48 miles due west. How then am I seeing them from that distance? Because each of them is 270 feet in diameter with a central hub 262 feet above the ground. Giants, graceful giants, 64 in total, turning in the breeze atop a mesa at an 8000 foot elevation. I lack the telephoto lens and tripod needed to photograph them. In lieu of that, I offer a satellite view of three of them.


Satellite view (via Google Earth) of Red Mesa Wind Farm, 
Cibola County, New Mexico, 35.261 N, 107.376 W. 

"But they kill birds." (So, too, do your cats.) "Not in my backyard! I might see them from my hot tub." (Heated how? By electricity? Generated how?)

We both agree, don't we, that the earth's climate is changing, and not in a good way? We need energy, as always, and new sources that do not put carbon into the air. Here then, in the distance, is a part of the answer. Were I a better writer I might more fully express what I see and what I feel: hope, elegance too, and a new spring, a rebirth of possibility. Percy Shelley expresses it well, in the closing words of his "Ode to the West Wind"  --

Scatter, as from an unextinguished hearth
Ashes and sparks, my words among mankind!
Be through my lips to unawakened Earth

The trumpet of prophecy! O Wind
If winter comes, can Spring be far behind?

posted: 2019-12-09, last edited: 2019-12-09

Sunday, December 1, 2019

Field Notes: On watching the International Space Station pass overhead


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"Where is it?" I looked again at my wristwatch with exasperation. I read 5:25 pm. "It should be well above the southwestern horizon by now." With sunset only 30 minutes earlier, dusk had not yet yielded to night. Could it be that the International Space Station (ISS) was washed out by residual daylight? "No. That cannot not be!" I was arguing with myself again.

In the clear sky, Venus and Jupiter were already visible, two points bright against a darkening indigo sky. This pair of planets hovered over the silhouettes of countless roofs and buildings marking the horizon. ISS ought be bright as well. With a predicted magnitude [1] of -3.5, it should rival Venus. Again, where was it?

That morning's Albuquerque Journal had briefly mentioned the ISS visit beneath the weather forecast. 5:26 pm -- another minute had passed on a watch I assiduously keep accurate. "Am I the only one in this city looking for it, and not seeing it?" Linus in the pumpkin patch on Halloween came to mind. He was waiting to witness the Great Pumpkin. It never appeared. Strange, isn't it, how childhood comic strip characters like Linus endure?

How close Venus and Jupiter were! Mating perhaps. Jupiter did have many women, goddesses and mortals alike. Extended at arm's length, my fist alone could cover both planets offering the Olympian pair some modesty. Here then was my consolation prize: seeing Venus and Jupiter nearly conjoined.

And, suddenly, there it was: a pinpoint of pure white light slowly, steadily ascending over the parental pair of planets.

Emerging from between
conjugal Venus and Jupiter
into nightfall.

Or, could it be something else, a false alarm, a plane for instance? But no vapor trail did I spot, no dull distant roar of a jet engine did I hear, nor any trace of a high flying aircraft's lights, flashing once or twice per second. This had to be it, the space station. In its predicted path, it would traverse the dome of the sky, passing directly overhead at its halfway point. Would it?

Saturday, 23 November 2019, promised a pass of the space station directly over my home of Albuquerque. Moving at 7.7 km / sec (17,200 mph) at an altitude of 410 km (255 miles), the ISS would rise in the southwest and set in the northeast. In its five minutes of visibility, ISS would travel from northern Mexico to southern Kansas. Though a mere speck seen in the sky, ISS is actually quite impressive, 51 by 109 meters in size and 420,000 kilograms in mass. Add to that the reflectivity of its solar panels and Venus, usually the brightest object in a moonless sky, now has serious competition.

Three or four minutes after I spotted it, the ISS bid me farewell and finally faded into invisibility above the Sandia Mountains.

Rising, soon receding,
rounding the world in just
ninety-three minutes.

I thought of the French author Jules Verne. Late in the 19th Century, he wrote a science fiction novel Around the World in 80 Days. Yes, eighty days. ISS does it in 93 minutes, again, and again, and again, freely moving without need for propulsion [2], kept aloft by balancing gravitational and centripetal forces.

This Linus -- me -- had, at long last, glimpsed his Great Pumpkin.

Footnotes

1. Magnitude is a measure of relative brightness as perceived by the human eye. A value of negative 3.5 for the ISS is very bright for night time, though not bright enough to be seen during the day. Location-specific predictions of the ISS's magnitude and flight path can be generated at the Heavens Above website.

2. Some propulsion is occasionally needed to correct for orbital decay (of about 2 km per month).

posted: 2019-12-01, last edited: 2019-12-01

Saturday, November 23, 2019

Time and Change at Chaco Canyon

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"A generation goes, and a generation comes, but the earth remains forever. The sun rises and the sun goes down ... There is no remembrance of former things, nor will there be any remembrance of later things yet to happen among those who come after." (Ecclesiastes, 1:4-5, 11, RSV)

Chaco Culture National Historical Park, October 2019, photos by PB Laub

Trees and their shade are mostly absent here. In their place are stark cliffs of sandstone, slowly eroding in the ceaseless, arid wind. What draws people out here, nearly an hour of slow and bumpy road from the nearest sizable town, are the remains. Stone and masonry, as well as still abundant pot shards, stand in silent testament to what once was. Eight or nine hundred years ago, Chaco Canyon was a settlement or destination for the Ancestral Puebloan people, a site perhaps of trade or of worship. Then, abruptly, people disappeared; the site was abandoned.

What happened and why has been the subject of continuing speculation and debate. Some, like Jared Diamond, in his 2005 book Collapse, look for ecological or social causes of decline. Might the clear cutting the timber nearby been a factor, or over-reliance on food imported from great distances? Others, like Anna Sofaer, find, amidst the apparent disaster, evidence of advanced astronomical knowledge employed by the Puebloan people. So, might Chaco be a warning that feats of science and engineering offer little protection from societal collapse? The Roman Empire is long gone too, though their marvels of engineering, the aqueducts and the Coliseum, still stand.

I visited Chaco Culture National Historical Park last month, coming up from Albuquerque with others for a long day of hiking. I could write about a long climb up a narrow slot canyon beside Kin Kletso, about how glad I was not to know in advance about the steep ascent and, worse, the steep descent awaiting me. But no. More memorable was the enigmatic feel of the place, first experienced as an absence and, later, as a presence.

Fossils found in sandstone at Chaco Canyon, October 2019, photos by PB Laub

Fossils abound in the hard sandstone underfoot. You need not seek them out. Fossil impressions of shells and ripples suggest an ancient sea, one dated to the Cretaceous Period 85 to 75 million years ago. Then, a vast interior sea -- called the Western Interior Seaway  -- bisected the still-forming North American continent into distinct land masses. Once water washed this parched land. Walk further and notice what looks to be rusting rebar poking up through the rocks. "What the hell?", I wondered, baffled. What they are, a park ranger later told me, are three-dimensions casts of burrows made by crustaceans. Ophiomorpha Nodosa these casts are called. Iron in the cement filling the casts rusts, just as rebar rusts. And, being harder and more erosion-resistant than surrounding rock, these rebar-like casts are revealed as the softer surrounding rock disintegrates back into sand.
Even the hardest of rocks weather and erode. Sandstone crumbles back into the sand from which it was made, at some later time to be melted, compressed, or cemented into new rock. In geology, this is taught as the Rock Cycle. The cycle shows how rocks are forever being recycled and remade, the past they reveal erased and consumed.

Chaco is a somber place, a mute monument to the relentlessness of time. Seeing similar remains near Los Alamos several years ago, I wondered aloud, "and what happened to the people who lived here?" Someone overheard and surprised me, saying, "Oh, they're all around you. Their descendants are the people of New Mexico's pueblos." Evidently, continuity remains even as the connecting strands vanish.

Since that small epiphany, I've wondered how the world would feel if we let go and stopped resisting the passage of time. Ecclesiastes, the book of the Jewish canon quoted above, urges a return to God as answer to the ravages of time. Maybe, or maybe not. Rather than lamenting the brevity of life and the fragility of memory -- "there is no remembrance of former things", Ecclesiastes insists -- we might instead ride the wave of time as long as we live, celebrating the dynamic earth and its cycles, looking to the sky not for Heaven but for the heavens of stars and planets moving in a mathematical precision that we and our Native American brethren have figured out.

posted: 2019-11-23, last edited: 2019-11-24

Friday, November 15, 2019

My Radioactive Life, part I


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When I was a kid, one thing I had to have was something radioactive. My friends had things I coveted but could never possess: parents with even a passing interest in science, for instance, or a Johnny Unitas football card. So it seemed just that I should have something they'd never have: radioactive atoms decaying and disintegrating in a glowing spew of alpha or beta particles.

Configure the right radioactivity in the right way, and you have a nuclear bomb. Screw it up -- simply spill the stuff all over yourself -- and you die a horrible death of radiation sickness, your corpse interred in a lead-lined coffin. Not that that scared me. After all, wasn't Peter Parker bitten by a radioactive spider? And look what happened to him: he became Spider Man! This was the late 1960s. I was nine. When the TV set was free, I'd watch The Man from Uncle and Mission: Impossible, Cold War dramas frequently featuring spies from Red China and Communist Russia. Like me, those bad guys were scheming to get the radioactive stuff; their adversaries in contrast were trying to poison them with it. Radioactivity radiated cachet. 

I knew precisely what I wanted, and it wasn't illegal, just unsafe. It was a few micrograms of radium suspended in a solution of zinc sulfide. I knew I'd find it painted on the hands of old wristwatches. Decaying radium's radioactive rain of alpha particles made those watch hands glow in the dark. Quite likely, it also caused the cancer deaths of the women employed in painting those watch hands [1].   

Radium alone was not enough. Other things safely glowed in the dark. Who would believe me when I claimed that radioactivity was the reason? Consequently, I needed a Geiger counter to prove my claim. I'd remove the glass cover of the watch, exposing the watch face. "Go ahead, slowly move the wand toward the watch", I'd tell my skeptical friend Todd, the one with the Unitas card, handing him the cylindrical probe of the Geiger counter. Slowly, steadily the rate of the counter's clicking would accelerate, from a few lackadaisical clicks per minute at a foot away to a frenetic clatter and chatter at less than an inch away. Or so I imagined. "This is the real stuff", I'd say, grinning. "Bombs are made of it. Spies want it. And I've got it!" 

I never got it. At age nine, getting radium meant asking the parents. To them nothing, I suspect, could be more preposterous than a request for something radioactive. Whatever they thought radioactivity was, it surely wasn't something for their child. My asking, I reasoned, would be interpreted in either of two possible ways. Either I was a wise guy, purposely asking for something I could never possess. Punishment was the due response. Or, worse, I was yet again a "scatterbrains" and a "retard", my brain warped by too much television, deserving not just punishment but also medication by some elementary school Nurse Ratched [2] as well as demotion to the Special Ed program. Knowing better, I kept my head down and my goddamned mouth shut. "Children are not to speak unless spoken to".  

I never needed to get it. I already had it, had it all along without knowing. Well, not radium, but something else radioactive: potassium-40. You might say it was under my nose the whole time, except that it was my nose, and all the rest of my body. Our bodies are radioactive with naturally-occurring potassium-40, some 4000 atoms decaying each second, showering the cells of my body with high-energy beta particles and gamma rays. And yet we have evolved an ability to live and thrive in the face of such abuse. How?

I remain the skeptical kid I was half a century ago. Then I needed a Geiger counter to convince myself and my friends of radium's radioactivity. Now I need mathematical proof that the value of 4000 is real. I'll believe the number when I can derive it myself. And so I have. It is here: Rate of Potassium-40 Decay in the Human Body 

Footnotes

1. As lurid as my childhood imagination was, reality, sadly, has not been far behind. For horrible deaths of radiation sickness, one need only review the cancer deaths of those employed painting the watches I so desired, as well as accidents suffered by Los Alamos weapons scientists Harry Daghlian and Louis Slotin. Worse was the 2006 murder of Russian dissident and Putin critic Alexander Litvinenko in London. He was poisoned with a lethal dose of Polonium-210.

2. My eternal nemesis, embodiment of childhood's threats and evil, Nurse Ratched.

posted: 2019-11-22, last edited: 2019-11-30



Books behind this blog

This week's post is be found on a separate page of this blog. On that "Bookshelf" page, I discuss the books (mostly) most important to me over the years. They offer a taste of how this blog may evolve.

posted: 2019-11-15, last edited: 2019-11-27

Saturday, November 9, 2019

About this blog (first post)


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Opening my apartment's Venetian blinds reveals volcanoes, five small cinder cones lurking, like acne upon my adolescent face, 12 miles to the west. This is Albuquerque, New Mexico, in the American Southwest.

Picturesque Mount Fuji or Mount Etna they are not, but volcanic these five unimpressive mounds most definitely are. A first visitor to my new digs, Billy, pointed them out to me. Intrigued, I responded "... and extinct". After all, I had read about about local volcanoes in this area, ones last erupting 150 to 200 thousand years ago. "Dormant", he responded, politely correcting me. On a geological time scale, what is a few hundred thousand years? Just yesterday, perhaps. Or tomorrow. Here then was a first lesson for this Easterner who had recently moved to New Mexico: the earth beneath our feet is ceaselessly active, if only on time scales humanly imperceptible.

None of this I expected moving here from the Gulf Coast of Florida last July. Rather, I came for the cooler, arid climate of countless sunny days, the lower cost of living, and a fresh start. Standing at the corner of Wyoming and Lomas Boulevards last May, waiting for the traffic light to change, I looked east to looming scarp of the Sandia Mountains. "How sheer and how close by", I thought. "I ought to be able walk to its foothills in under 90 minutes." Indeed, I can, and I do. At that instant, I decided here would be my new home.

Having never owned,  or even driven,  a vehicle, I use my feet and public transit. Traveling at four miles per hour alters one's sense of time and distance. My trip last Monday to the five volcanoes consumed the entire day: walking some 19 or 20 miles, riding over an hour on the number 157 city bus, drinking three liters of water, and downing four ibuprofen tablets to soothe the aches and pains those miles put on my 58-year-old body.

Part of that walking took me up and through a road cut on Unser Boulevard. Cars zipped by, few I suspect, noticing the roadside rubble, from pebbles to boulders in size, of hard, black basalt. Call it lava or hardened magma, basalt is extrusive igneous silicate rock darkly colored from its abundant magnesium and iron. Albuquerque's West Mesa is built upon a blanket of the stuff, in places one hundred feet thick, the viscous ooze issuing forth from the last eruption of those dormant -- but not extinct -- volcanoes.

Geologists have a good explanation why our volcanoes run north-south parallel to the Sandia Mountains with the city of Albuquerque nested in between. We live in the Rio Grande Rift. For the last 20 million years, the crust of the earth has been pulling apart here and faulting. More about that will come in subsequent posts.

For me, basalt is more than a type of rock. It is also a metaphor for the desires and drives seething deep within each of us. Think, for example, not only of our various fears but also of our erotic drive to create art, or procreate children. Then too there is our anxiety over the finiteness of our lives, as well as our yearning to transcend all that is human. These too are "deep dark basalt".

This blog's header photograph (visible in the blog's desktop version) shows Vulcan Volcano, one of the five, now just two and a half miles to the south. I photographed it on Monday's long walk. The last miles of my approach followed an unmarked, rock-strewn dirt path. Overhead, high voltage power lines stretch, arching in catenary grace, testament to our human presence and imprint upon the land. "Rattlesnakes", I thought with dread. "Pay attention, watch and listen for them." Nonetheless, the volcanoes beckon. I must visit.

posted: 2019-11-09, last edited: 2019-11-30